Alone at home

Living with my religious parents didn't provide many opportunities to spend time alone to enjoy myself. Only openings I found where, when showering, and occasionally when my parents travel, though that was not very often. I shared my room with my lil siblings, and since they were young and curious, they will often go through my stuff. I was so afraid to buy the undies I fantasize about when I sleep, if someone found out, I'll be in big trouble.

My family used to go to a supermarket that was about 8 blocks from home, to buy groceries. Every time I went there, I would go to the underwear section, and pretend to look at men's boxer, and when nobody was around, I would quickly move to the women's section to look for one panty in particular that I liked, it was a microfiber thong, size S, skin color, with adjustable sides. I would feel the fabric, test it's stretchiness, and sometimes, when I had the courage, sniff the fabric. I was already 16 years old and been wrestling with this desires for 3 years already, not acting on it. Much later I found out that there where cameras on the supermarket. Embarrassing!!!!

I was saving money I received doing gardening for Granma during school vacation. My goal was to buy that cute panty. I still didn't know where to hide it though, because I couldn't wear all the time, for health concerns. Also couldn't wear them to school because I got bullied often, where the school kids will pull my pants down in front of the girls from my class, sometimes pulling my underwear too. It was already too embarrassing, having the boys and the girls laughing at my tiny and limpy penis, I wouldn't want them to see me wearing a thong. I thought I would figure somewhere to hide it once the time came up.

I had the money, now I had to wait for an opening. That came when my parents had to travel to another city for a couple of days. They wanted to take the hole family, but I convince them that I couldn't skip school because I was struggling with Math and Spanish, and that I would go to a group study with my classmates. Reluctant at first, they finally agree. I was finally home alone.